"We'd rather make our children
Martyrs than murderers.
We'd rather make our children
White flag warriors."
- "White Flag Warriors" by Flobots
I'm feeling really anxious and tense today. Every joint in my body hurts. My joint pain has been so much worse than usual for about a week now and I'm not sure why. It's terribly painful... Sara keeps telling me to take pain killers, but what she doesn't know is that I'm already taking Aleve like they're candy. I haven't been sleeping well, either. I have weird dreams that are gone the moment I wake up, but the feeling they leave behind is unpleasant. I wish I could remember what they were about...
I remember when I used to write and draw and type for hours upon hours, trying desperately to release the boiling ink in my sternum... Now days I feel like, no matter what I do, I can't get it out. I can feel that dark time in my life creeping back into my veins.
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